I am a respectable person, a librarian who spent most of my days in the library. I don’t have much in social life because I found myself intimidated easily. So instead of going out, socializing, I might as well stay at home alone. But things started to change when some friends I just recently met, introduces me to some barbiturates which I found to give me wonderful feelings but in the end, I developed a dependency on. This dependency went for a long time and nobody ever found out about it, until I myself accepted that I have a problem and I need to get help if I want to have a future. However, getting the right drug treatment is not that easy especially when you don’t have friends to go and ask help from. You are alone.

In my desire to find help, I went online and there it is, a website, 4rehabilitation, who offered to help people just like me having this kind of problem. I simple fill up some forms online and everything was fine after that. I had the support of people who understands what I am going through.

Being with professionals does help a lot. I am almost done now and I know I will succeed. I am never going back to that situation where I have no tomorrow, only the pleasure that I am getting today. I wish that I have a family with me now, to support me. But I don’t have a family so I need not dwell on that. I am just thankful that there are people who are helping other people even if they are not family.